When we were together I always dreamed of my now ex boyfriend and I still do.
By the end of this story I only want to understand if there exist any special psychic connection between us so I can respond properly. (cut the connection)
It started being more intense when we broke up. One was a week before we seperated. A person who represented God came to me and said we will not be together ever again, but that was probably my subconscious fearing.
I don't remember all the details of this scene but my body was vibrating, we were laying in bed and he said he wanted to kiss. It was a very loving feeling and I am pretty sure I was lucid dreaming. I did not want to dream of him, it just happened.
Then the second thing that I want to talk about is that almost every time before I see him, I dream of him.
And third thing which is the most strange to me and happened a few times is: I go to sleep and suddenly a vibration in my chest (it feels exciting almost exstatic and scary at the same time) wakes me up. I start to think of him and saying that I love him, so much. It kind of gives me a feeling of sleep paralysis. Then I immediatly try to stop this and just think wtf? Was that him or my subconscious orrr?
I don't want to go in all the boring details of every dream because who cares xD?!
I just want to understand what is going on and I hope I explained it at least a bit concievable.
Maybe I should mention that we had an ability to read our thoughts and emotions and we "coincidenatly" bump at each other a lot.
Thanks for any kind of help.