Thank you for taking time to read this! I'm submitting this because I wanted to share with you my experience and I'm looking for insight/advice. The experience was, words really can't describe but what gets close is, a life changing event. I recorded my experience the day after it occurred. The recording is my retelling of what happened to me over Easter weekend (Saturday evening to be specific).
I have done quite a bit of research since this experience and have found some insight but I'm still looking for answers. If you wouldn't mind, please read further:
My life from the beginning, in short, was a tortured one. And, only as of late, when I took that leap of faith and quit my engineering job to devote my time in trying to find who I really am and what my purpose is, did I get a clue in to a part of the answer. Or, more accurately, part of that answer found me. What happened was more than I could have ever imagined.
For the past month and a half, I have dedicated most of my waking hours (and not-so-sleeping hours) to searching my heart and truly listening to what it had to tell me. I think it is within our capacity to know the truth and to act on that feeling when you know that you are living that truth. It is interesting what happens when you really, I mean, really let go and follow what you feel/know is the truth. This led me to lots of research and deep mediation over the past month.
I never was one to seek fame or money, actually quite the opposite. I kept to myself for the most part. But, at this point in my life (I would share my story with you if you wish - but for time's sake and to keep this short, I will refrain from going into details).
Why reach out? I don't know for sure. All I know is that I have lots of questions from this experience and have meditated/researched more about those questions - with the hope of finding more answers.
So, here I am. If you have gotten this far and you decide to listen to the recording, I hope you find something worthwhile within it, because, honestly this is new territory for me. I never really was one to look for attention and opening up like this is a BIG leap of faith for me.
I used YouTube as a means to get the recording accessible and is roughly an hour long. Here is the link:
If anyone can provide further insight/direction, I would be grateful.