My husband has just passed away unexpectedly and I'm riddled with pain, we had a very special soul relationship and I'm lost without him. I want to ask him if he's ok.
So I want to have an OBE with the hope of seeing him. Yesterday I was reading advice on the internet for inducing and OBE. About an hour later, I fell asleep, slept deeply for 3 hours but I got woken up and needed to deal with something. 20 minutes later I laid down to try get back to sleep, I was physically exhausted but wide awake mentally. I tried to calm my mind down then all of a sudden I felt a vibration/buzzing feeling all over my body (almost like a non-painful full body electrocution). Instinctively I thought I was about to have an OBE (because of what I read), I wasn't scared, so I tried to roll out of my body but this is when I started to panic because my body wouldn't move. I kept trying to get up, I used all of my force (it felt as though I had the weight of a plane on me), eventually I broke out of it and jumped up out of bed. I felt I had no energy at all but still wide awake, I looked at my bed, my body wasn't there so I knew I was still in my body. I literally fell back on my bed and passed out, I was SO exhausted.
What happened to me? I definitely didn't imagine it.
All day today I've felt really unsettled. Nauseous, vertigo, trippy feelings. Will these feelings go away?
I want an OBE for the reasons I mentioned above but to be honest, I feel really scared to go out there alone because I'm so fragile at the moment and don't really know what to expect.
Can anyone help me?